who am I

Introduction: I am a Christian. I was raised by Christian parents. I went to a Christian school. I went to a youth group that was passionate about seeking God. I wanted to serve the Lord and see Him do all the things that I read about in my Bible. I graduated from high school and moved away from home. I did not know how to seek the Lord for myself. I did things that I said that I would never do. I returned home. I went to Bible school. I met a girl. I married her. I started to work. All the things I dreamed about doing for God are now by the wayside. I have two children. I am in debt. I am shortsighted- even to blindness.(IIPet.1:9) I don't see how it is possible for God to get me out of this situation. I don't even know exactly what I want to do for God.